cuti lagi

People are seeing me like this...
like this color..like thiss well
ahax!
i'm more than thay think who am i...
early morning..
when i open up my eyes..thre it is...
starting at the celling...
when nite comes, when back from work place...
making frens with my own shadow
all nite hearing my heart telling me that i should get some sleep
as it is the end of this days... sangat memenatkan.

hoping that tomorrow mite be good at something...
what am i feeling now..
owh!
feeling like i'm headed for a breakdown of hell!
Trying to belong to the public..
but there are too many dodging glances by others...
owh! how i hate that!

but i tell my self so that i can stay awhile...stare and thinking deeper than before..
and myb i'll see something waht is am i having in mylife here...
myb it is good at something..
and i got to tell myself to get to use it.

i need some space for my self...